*sigh*
I don't kno, but lately its been bleh for me, is it coz no one is around any more, maybe I am missing the ones I lost, maybe I am lost with out those ppl, maybe I am just lost intirely, just maybe, I want them out of my head but they never leave my head, and it gives me head aches. Maybe its knowning that I cant get a second shot, maybe its that I suck at being a human, I SHOULD become a dog, in my story I become a wolf, but everyone is there, in my story, thats my fantsy world, my story, I never realized it b4, but I do now, when I need a place to get away I write in my story, or listen to music, or just sit online and do absolutle nuthing.
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lets see what are they... we will start from friday on.. I guess.
Friday- had the day off from work, so me and gravity man head over to Dani's moms to hang with her till it was the time to go to the mall, hich we planned for like 5 but didnt leave till 6. but any way, Dani ended up coming with us, so it was a normal mall night, I got my boots, the MSI cd, and my CKY cd. I AM SOOO HAPPY I GOT THOSE!!! I LOVE THE CKY CD!!! anyway, the night turned to shit when my owner and his gurlfriend got into a huge fight, dani went and talk to his gurl friend, as I walked and talked wit him.... he was in a very emotional postion, which I will not write down here. But needless to say, the night got wrose when Roman decided to give gravity man a purple nerurple.... gravity man didnt hurt him, he held it it, owner tryed to talk to hm but I told him he wouldnt be able too, owner wanted to sooo bad but he understood that the is sumthings u cant do wit gravity man, and I told owner wat happenes to me when i am home so, me and owner were confurting each other the rest of the night, Rob wasnt there....:*( I miss him...a lot....but I will get into that later.... we get home, I got to talk to rob, but Dani and Chad got into a fight so I was the middle WOman of the whole convertation. *looks all sacrsatic* yippy *swirls finger in air* but I was up till 4 in the morning and I had to work at 7. But I stayed up anyway, Rob found out wat happened to me..... and I am sorry I cant promise u that I will stop, coz I will not break a promise to u....
Saturday- went to work all bleh, but a hour into work i was really hyper, for sumone who didnt sleep more then 2 hours. came home around 3, Kristy was still there, and so was Chad but Dani went home. So Chad ordered us food, thanx chad, and I found out Dani was pissed off at Kristy, coz I guess kristy went to Dani's, mom's to shower and get clothes while dani was still sleeping, and Dani's mom, and Kristy's aunt, ask y dani wasnt with her, she said that she was up all night, bcoz she was in a fight with Chad. Which I find stupid, coz she didnt say xactly Y they were fighting, but that my own oppion. so dont flip on me. and if it wasnt any one buisness, y was I involved.... thats sumthing to think about.....sry but I stick up for all ur opions all the time, and I never get mad at any of u, so I ask for the same in return. nuthing more.anyway....after pizza chad dropped kristy off at her aunts, and he went to get Dani to shop for Dad's b-day present. I went to sleep. I basicly didnt dream, or I blocked the dream out intirly.
Sunday-..................I dont remember wat I did...OOO YEAH! I went over Ninja's house, and no not my couzin Lil NiNja, the other one, lol. but I went over there and we were watching Anime network waiting for Deige, to get there. then we went down stairs and played mario kart for game cube. Degie came down and joined us, I got my present from them, its a poster of Hinorashi Bang, Ninja's story, and soon to be movie, once we get video cameras. LoL. It has everyone in it, I am in the middle with Kevin hanging all over me, I kno Kevin isnt real but I really hate him, LoL. If u guys dont kno wat I am talking about then dont ask, u wouldnt get it, it also has BAM and his sport car on it. HEE HEE HEE, I love it, it was made by my toaster and tv!!! and a lil love from my radio...again dont ask. then we wen out side and ate chicken and talked bout how this sunday I guess we are going to water wiz...yay.. I dont really like water parks that have been around me since I was 3. coz I think that park is unsafe...lol. after we ate we went back down stairs and played this snow boarding game, which I found out I SUCK at.lol then mom came and got me, and I went home.... dont kno wat else I did that day...
Monday- work....yippy, I was blasting MSI in the parking lol, ppl thought I was crazy. I got home and talked to Dani, I found out that owner and his girl friend broke up, and the whole bobby situtation was fixed, YAY for Rob!!! and I forgot to talk bout that, oops. LoL, well I found out my brother is going to Niagra falls, lucky bastard.
today- day off, just sitting around the house, minnie feel asleep on my foot, lol, and I have been listening to CKY all morning. Well my fingers are starting to cramp up. LoL. MCL ya'll
NeRo
------Resent advents------
lets see what are they... we will start from friday on.. I guess.
Friday- had the day off from work, so me and gravity man head over to Dani's moms to hang with her till it was the time to go to the mall, hich we planned for like 5 but didnt leave till 6. but any way, Dani ended up coming with us, so it was a normal mall night, I got my boots, the MSI cd, and my CKY cd. I AM SOOO HAPPY I GOT THOSE!!! I LOVE THE CKY CD!!! anyway, the night turned to shit when my owner and his gurlfriend got into a huge fight, dani went and talk to his gurl friend, as I walked and talked wit him.... he was in a very emotional postion, which I will not write down here. But needless to say, the night got wrose when Roman decided to give gravity man a purple nerurple.... gravity man didnt hurt him, he held it it, owner tryed to talk to hm but I told him he wouldnt be able too, owner wanted to sooo bad but he understood that the is sumthings u cant do wit gravity man, and I told owner wat happenes to me when i am home so, me and owner were confurting each other the rest of the night, Rob wasnt there....:*( I miss him...a lot....but I will get into that later.... we get home, I got to talk to rob, but Dani and Chad got into a fight so I was the middle WOman of the whole convertation. *looks all sacrsatic* yippy *swirls finger in air* but I was up till 4 in the morning and I had to work at 7. But I stayed up anyway, Rob found out wat happened to me..... and I am sorry I cant promise u that I will stop, coz I will not break a promise to u....
Saturday- went to work all bleh, but a hour into work i was really hyper, for sumone who didnt sleep more then 2 hours. came home around 3, Kristy was still there, and so was Chad but Dani went home. So Chad ordered us food, thanx chad, and I found out Dani was pissed off at Kristy, coz I guess kristy went to Dani's, mom's to shower and get clothes while dani was still sleeping, and Dani's mom, and Kristy's aunt, ask y dani wasnt with her, she said that she was up all night, bcoz she was in a fight with Chad. Which I find stupid, coz she didnt say xactly Y they were fighting, but that my own oppion. so dont flip on me. and if it wasnt any one buisness, y was I involved.... thats sumthing to think about.....sry but I stick up for all ur opions all the time, and I never get mad at any of u, so I ask for the same in return. nuthing more.anyway....after pizza chad dropped kristy off at her aunts, and he went to get Dani to shop for Dad's b-day present. I went to sleep. I basicly didnt dream, or I blocked the dream out intirly.
Sunday-..................I dont remember wat I did...OOO YEAH! I went over Ninja's house, and no not my couzin Lil NiNja, the other one, lol. but I went over there and we were watching Anime network waiting for Deige, to get there. then we went down stairs and played mario kart for game cube. Degie came down and joined us, I got my present from them, its a poster of Hinorashi Bang, Ninja's story, and soon to be movie, once we get video cameras. LoL. It has everyone in it, I am in the middle with Kevin hanging all over me, I kno Kevin isnt real but I really hate him, LoL. If u guys dont kno wat I am talking about then dont ask, u wouldnt get it, it also has BAM and his sport car on it. HEE HEE HEE, I love it, it was made by my toaster and tv!!! and a lil love from my radio...again dont ask. then we wen out side and ate chicken and talked bout how this sunday I guess we are going to water wiz...yay.. I dont really like water parks that have been around me since I was 3. coz I think that park is unsafe...lol. after we ate we went back down stairs and played this snow boarding game, which I found out I SUCK at.lol then mom came and got me, and I went home.... dont kno wat else I did that day...
Monday- work....yippy, I was blasting MSI in the parking lol, ppl thought I was crazy. I got home and talked to Dani, I found out that owner and his girl friend broke up, and the whole bobby situtation was fixed, YAY for Rob!!! and I forgot to talk bout that, oops. LoL, well I found out my brother is going to Niagra falls, lucky bastard.
today- day off, just sitting around the house, minnie feel asleep on my foot, lol, and I have been listening to CKY all morning. Well my fingers are starting to cramp up. LoL. MCL ya'll
NeRo