Aug 24, 2004 07:38
well, I have come to the conclusion, life doesnt want to go the way it wants to anymore, everyone around me is getting hurt. and it fuckingg sucks, coz for once it isnt me. And I cant stop the hurt for my friends, which is another reason y it sucks. My brother got kicked out of his troup, and that just pissed me off to no end, never mind my lil brother. U can read bout it in his L.J. gravityman666 but to continue, Dani and Rob broke up.... yes I know u would think I would be all happy bout it, but I aint. I dont want to see the both of the miserable. I liked them together believe it or not. Coz Dani wasnt like she normally was with a guy, and Rob was happy. And happy enough to give her a second chance, which might I put a lil editors note *hes doesnt do that* but I aint getting into what happened with that, but she broke up with him, yesturday coz she needed her time.... Which I believe, Rob smells sumthing fish in the name of Paul Brophy. And now Rob tryed to tell me that the concert he went to with Rodger didnt matter any more, what the fuck , AND WANNA SEE HOW I RESPONDED!! well ugoing to anyway so :P
---the convo---
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Me: well answer the question did u or didnt u have fun
Rob: i did i got to meet al the bands and ivited to the after party
Rob: but none of that matters now
Me: thats kewl, and y doesnt it matter, well thats a stupid question, it shouldnt be factored on what happened, u had fun, u even had a blast, and now ur bleh, but that doesnt change the fact the u had fun! AND IT DOES MATTER DAMN IT!!!! U were with ur friends! and u need to be with ur friends, thats wat friends are for to take u away from the real world, and have a blast with!!!!! U GOT THAT AND NEVER SAY IT DONT MATTER COZ U HAVE TO KEEP THOES MONETS WITH FRIENDS, coz they may never happen again
Me: and u know wat I am talking about when I say that
Rob: yeah
Rob: i knwo what yoru tlking about
Me: and u keep all those good time right here *points to ur heart* and u will never forget them and u will NEVER say they dont matter, coz they did
Me: and on days like this u look back at all the friends u have and be thankful that they would give up every thing for u when u need it the most, bring u places to get away fro shit that just happened, or to sit and let u vent, BUT NEVER and I mean NEVER say moment like those dont matter, coz they do, and some day u might never khave those moments again, and then u will regret saying thos word "but none of that matters now"
sum times I cant help but think he doesnt take it to heart. But I also feel that after Dani and Rob broke up, Rob has made himself distant from me. I mean he says he wants to be my close friend, but he seems like a stranger to me, I know what dots mean with him, I know why he doesnt give second chances, I know he misses his old best find, like I do mine. But yet it seems I know nothing more. Only that he does like to show his emotions, which might I add another editors note *he did friday* anyway, but if wanted me to be a close friend, y cant he open up, [--] that much. So I can try to help him get over his pain. But all I can do is sit here and watch as my best friends, are torn apart.
--Hatchet News--
I think i will move NeRo'Z NeWz here, I never use blurty any more, but anyway. Hells pit, August 31, u can tell the carnival is coming, look at all the shit that hasd gone down the past couple days, 2 tornados in MA, 3 guys getting struck by lighting on a golf course, murders. And this is b4 Hell's Pits arrivale. what the fuck is going to happen when it does come... I guess we have to wait and see.
Monoxide Child has just updated the smoke out page over at Twiztid.com check that shit out, and for all the ppl reading this from MA ur going to love what he has to say!! FRIGHT FEST BABY IN MA.... maybe check out the smoke out page for more info.
Hatchetgear.com has just come out with new items for ur eyes and for ur credit card to feed on.
well...I guess thats it for me. MCL to ya'll
~TiNeRo