Everything accelerated
i feel like, all of a sudden, we are 18 year olds. i know it isnt true in terms of birthdays, but in terms of everything else, it is.
its scary to me that i did not see it happening, it crept on me. conversations changing focus, our friday and saturday nights filled with new and different activities, just everything. we are different.
but its not necessarily bad, its wat is supposed to happen.
its just, i'm bad at change, and itll take me a long while to get used to things.
i dunno, nothing is as it used to be, thats the way it shud be.
its scary to me that i did not see it happening, it crept on me. conversations changing focus, our friday and saturday nights filled with new and different activities, just everything. we are different.
but its not necessarily bad, its wat is supposed to happen.
its just, i'm bad at change, and itll take me a long while to get used to things.
i dunno, nothing is as it used to be, thats the way it shud be.