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someone should really strangle me before i down in this academic turmoil... eh, not turmoil, but im pretty freaking lazy, and i cant get out of it. the only thing i get motivated by is getting music. im scaring myself.
so is like just really freakily great this time of year? (despite ignorance of duties)
like... i've been running into people i used to know a lot lately, and they are completely different people. like this guy i didnt recognize was talking to my bestbud anne today, and... i look up, and it's this guy who had this huge crush on me in middle school, but i said no when he asked me out then. i always kinda felt i missed something, but not in that way, just... we were friends before he asked me out, and me saying no to him changed that and the relationship pretty much evaporated into thin air. he was such a smart guy. he ran track when we came to npenn, he was an honors student, everything... really 'clean cut'.
so, when i looked up, it was him. he had piercings in his face, a tongue ring, tattoos on his arms, everything (this isn't an indication of his personality, im just saying the drastic change in even physical terms), he talks different. what he talks about is different. he smokes weed, does crack/cocaine now. he was talking about how he had rehab tonight until six.... i mean, insane difference.
i looked as if i saw a ghost, i kept my head down and didnt say anything for a good ten minutes while he talked to anne. (they were making some plans for her to sell him pot or something, this is something some of my friends do that i dont participate it whatsoever). he's also in court, i dont know exactly what for, but i heard the words 'paraphenalia' and 'crack house'. i mean, i seriously almost wanted to cry. i wanted to shake the shit out of him and ask what he's been doing to himself over the years. maybe if i went out with him, i couldve changed the way he'd be today.
it drives me nuts that the possiblity of knowing such things is nonexistent.
good shows make me really happy, and defray from the heavy, heavy tolls these disappointments are costing me. Mike's band is doing really well, and im really glad. EVERYONE be their friend!!!!! and remember June 2006! i already posted info on them in the forum...
and i really need to get the mp3 blog back up and running, perhaps with a tribute to Goodnight & Goodnight? def.
Shows I am Going To:
umm.... there actually is a list (calendar, more like) but i cant remember dates...
*Art Brut w/ The Robocop Kraus, Gil Mantera's Party Dream
*The Comas w/ Dashboard Confessional-- if i can find someone to go... tix are kinda steep
*The Metal hearts
* Secret Lives Of the Freemasons
*Islands w/ Why?
*Isis/ Dalek/Zombi
*Jens Lekman!!!
ART BRUT is next Friday!!! im so pumped! it'll blow Metric out of the water, they are killer live. i have a show of theirs in Vienna, and it's amazing.
Bonnaroo plans bombed: people dont wanna go..../ i dont wanna go with people... Alternative: Folk Fest with Anne.
toodles for now. if you're interested in Art Brut, i made YSIs of everything i own for some other people, so i'll share:
Live @KEXP:
http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0S2AEAKSMDT4X21AUZZBLPXBU7
*Formed A Band
*Emily Kane
*Post Soothing Out (new)
*Good Weekend
Planet Claire Sessions:
http://s46.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=208OJJLI03Y8P3GAQHEMSADASH
*Bang Bang Rock n Roll
*Formed a Band
*Modern Art
*Moving to L.A.
*My Little Brother
*Rusted Guns of Milan
*These Animal Menswear
Live in Vienna Part One:
http://s49.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2X8QUGPQZD6DC2JOIIY9YNU3T2
01 Intro
02 Enter Sandman/Formed a Band
03 My Little Brother
04 These Animal Menswear
05 Bang Bang Rock & Roll
06 Blame It on the Trains (new)
07 Moving to L.A.
08 Rusted Guns
Live In Vienna Part Two:
http://s51.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0P3T9OKI0L9GH1TVD9C535THPJ
"Good Weekend"
was somehow left out:
http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=22ELZXPTUNI5W0Z0B3VUJ1VB20
09 Modern Art
10 St. Pauli (New)
11 Post Soothing Out (New)
12 Emily Kane
13 Bad Weekend
14 Stand Down
15 18000 Lira
16 Good Weekend
ENJOY!!
so is like just really freakily great this time of year? (despite ignorance of duties)
like... i've been running into people i used to know a lot lately, and they are completely different people. like this guy i didnt recognize was talking to my bestbud anne today, and... i look up, and it's this guy who had this huge crush on me in middle school, but i said no when he asked me out then. i always kinda felt i missed something, but not in that way, just... we were friends before he asked me out, and me saying no to him changed that and the relationship pretty much evaporated into thin air. he was such a smart guy. he ran track when we came to npenn, he was an honors student, everything... really 'clean cut'.
so, when i looked up, it was him. he had piercings in his face, a tongue ring, tattoos on his arms, everything (this isn't an indication of his personality, im just saying the drastic change in even physical terms), he talks different. what he talks about is different. he smokes weed, does crack/cocaine now. he was talking about how he had rehab tonight until six.... i mean, insane difference.
i looked as if i saw a ghost, i kept my head down and didnt say anything for a good ten minutes while he talked to anne. (they were making some plans for her to sell him pot or something, this is something some of my friends do that i dont participate it whatsoever). he's also in court, i dont know exactly what for, but i heard the words 'paraphenalia' and 'crack house'. i mean, i seriously almost wanted to cry. i wanted to shake the shit out of him and ask what he's been doing to himself over the years. maybe if i went out with him, i couldve changed the way he'd be today.
it drives me nuts that the possiblity of knowing such things is nonexistent.
good shows make me really happy, and defray from the heavy, heavy tolls these disappointments are costing me. Mike's band is doing really well, and im really glad. EVERYONE be their friend!!!!! and remember June 2006! i already posted info on them in the forum...
and i really need to get the mp3 blog back up and running, perhaps with a tribute to Goodnight & Goodnight? def.
Shows I am Going To:
umm.... there actually is a list (calendar, more like) but i cant remember dates...
*Art Brut w/ The Robocop Kraus, Gil Mantera's Party Dream
*The Comas w/ Dashboard Confessional-- if i can find someone to go... tix are kinda steep
*The Metal hearts
* Secret Lives Of the Freemasons
*Islands w/ Why?
*Isis/ Dalek/Zombi
*Jens Lekman!!!
ART BRUT is next Friday!!! im so pumped! it'll blow Metric out of the water, they are killer live. i have a show of theirs in Vienna, and it's amazing.
Bonnaroo plans bombed: people dont wanna go..../ i dont wanna go with people... Alternative: Folk Fest with Anne.
toodles for now. if you're interested in Art Brut, i made YSIs of everything i own for some other people, so i'll share:
Live @KEXP:
http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0S2AEAKSMDT4X21AUZZBLPXBU7
*Formed A Band
*Emily Kane
*Post Soothing Out (new)
*Good Weekend
Planet Claire Sessions:
http://s46.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=208OJJLI03Y8P3GAQHEMSADASH
*Bang Bang Rock n Roll
*Formed a Band
*Modern Art
*Moving to L.A.
*My Little Brother
*Rusted Guns of Milan
*These Animal Menswear
Live in Vienna Part One:
http://s49.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2X8QUGPQZD6DC2JOIIY9YNU3T2
01 Intro
02 Enter Sandman/Formed a Band
03 My Little Brother
04 These Animal Menswear
05 Bang Bang Rock & Roll
06 Blame It on the Trains (new)
07 Moving to L.A.
08 Rusted Guns
Live In Vienna Part Two:
http://s51.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0P3T9OKI0L9GH1TVD9C535THPJ
"Good Weekend"
was somehow left out:
http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=22ELZXPTUNI5W0Z0B3VUJ1VB20
09 Modern Art
10 St. Pauli (New)
11 Post Soothing Out (New)
12 Emily Kane
13 Bad Weekend
14 Stand Down
15 18000 Lira
16 Good Weekend
ENJOY!!