Sep 27, 2008 23:46
Greg and I haven't been on a date in at least a month. It's not necessarily anyone's fault, it's just that we're always so busy. We both work 3 jobs, are athletes, applying to med/dental school, and take 17 hours of classes. There's not much room for "fun". :-) However, tonight was an exception. We dropped our studies, cancelled all the plans that we had made with other people, and had a date night... all Greg's idea. Tonight was such a special night, and spending time with Greg made me realize that I don't really care at all about the little details of our wedding. I don't care if we get married in a garage or don't have a reception, because all that matters is that I'm going to be with him... the man of my dreams. After tonight, I keep thanking God about how blessed I am to have such a spiritual leader in my life. He's so amazing, and I respect him so much. I've always wanted that in a guy... someone I could trust with my all, and I can do that with Greg. Sometimes I don't believe I deserve him... and then I realize that I don't deserve anything, that's just how much God loves us. The only thing we are worthy of is death... yet God glances past our sins and gives us so many blessings, and to me it is Greg. :-)
We had so much fun together today that I came back to my dorm room and cried tears of joy. I didn't realize that I had missed him so much, even though we exchange small talk and glances every day. He makes me feel like I can be or do anything in the world, and it doesn't matter how goofy or ridiculous I look... he loves me regardless and even joins in on the fun! It's amazing that's it has been nearly 2 years since we've been dating. I feel like we just started dating last week! Greg was so sweet... we jumped in the car and he said we could go anywhere I wanted all on him (big deal for us college kids!). We went to Chiles and then we saw the new Nicolas Sparks movie... *tear* He's so sweet for going with me! Anyways, the funny part was totally priceless....
So Greg and I had finished watching the movie, and we walked to the car. He was so hot that I started kissing him, and couldn't keep my lips off him.. then Greg was like... um there's people staring. So I stopped and giggled about it and I started acting goofy like always trying to be "seductive" but totally not! haha. He played along and started telling me how hot my clavicle was (inside joke... one of my friends said her favorite part of her body was her clavicle, and I agree that they can be pretty... and Greg thinks that's the most hilarious thing so he plays and says that my collar bone turns him on.) Anyways, so he starts kissing my collar bone but to the strangers watching it appears that he's all on my boob. I told Greg to stop it, and we both looked up to see 8 people staring at us looking concerned, I totally turned red and Greg started fidgeting thus accidentally undoing the emergency brake. My car was in neutral so we start rolling backwards, I freakout and accidentally honk the horn trying to grab it to pull it up. The people are laughing, and I couldn't stop laughing either. Finally we pull ourselves together and leave. (After nonstop embarrassment laughter for about 3 minutes) Totally a memory in the book! I hope it made their night :-) cause it sure made mine!
*sigh* I love night like this!
'~Cant wait to be his forever~'