This is the way...
I'm so confused. disappointed. frustrated. annoyed. depressed. unsure. lost.
There's so much going on in my life, and I just want to hit the pause button and stop the spinning in my head. I'm not ready for all of this. I don't want to grow up. Why can't I just go back to being that little girl with no worries? I guess if the "real world" was all I had to worry about, I could be ready... but that's not it. My family is such a hindrance on me. They're suppose to be people I look to advice for, or just simply to offer a shoulder to cry on. Instead, it seems like I'm doing that for them. They're grown adults, both my mom and dad... why can't they grow up and deal with things without pestering their child. And why am I the only offspring that is willing to stand up and show God's love to them? Why has God chosen me? Am I really that strong?
Well, maybe I'm not strong... maybe I'm weak enough to allow God to work through me. So that HE can use HIS strength through my weak, willing soul.
Guys...please pray for me.
There's so much going on in my life, and I just want to hit the pause button and stop the spinning in my head. I'm not ready for all of this. I don't want to grow up. Why can't I just go back to being that little girl with no worries? I guess if the "real world" was all I had to worry about, I could be ready... but that's not it. My family is such a hindrance on me. They're suppose to be people I look to advice for, or just simply to offer a shoulder to cry on. Instead, it seems like I'm doing that for them. They're grown adults, both my mom and dad... why can't they grow up and deal with things without pestering their child. And why am I the only offspring that is willing to stand up and show God's love to them? Why has God chosen me? Am I really that strong?
Well, maybe I'm not strong... maybe I'm weak enough to allow God to work through me. So that HE can use HIS strength through my weak, willing soul.
Guys...please pray for me.