fuck
fuck you for making me beleive. beleive in you. how come everytime i write its always when im mad? not like anyone gives a shit, but oh well. what the fuck happened to me? im a bigger dick than i have been for years. oh well i guess i wanted a new direction. well heres my new direction. FUCK YOU. i dont even know whats going on with my life. all i know is i work some fucked up job where everyone there is fucked up and theyve got fucked up politics. i need a better job and a cooler life. my life consists of, work 6am-5pm monday thru friday, friday 6pm-10pm get drunk, friday midnite pass out either in bed or if feeling sick with head in toilet, saturday wake up at 1pm bullshit for 5 hours, go buy more beer and repeat saturday nite either a)by myself or b) with my mom or a friend, sunday sleep a lot, check myspace to see if some ladies might wanna go on a date, take a nap, try to do something cool but fail, sleep, and start my life all over on monday. live fast die young. fuck it, i just dont care. thats my life. call me sometime niggas. you know i realized i dont use this for anyone to read. its more like for myself. that sounds gay, but FUCK IT.