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how come you always write things directly to me? how come i have to fix it? im here to support you but sometimes it hard because you dont open up to me aswell. and why is it me who has to fix the group? sophii and jess are in it too, its not like its totally my fault. oh wait maybe because im the one you told, im the one who reads ure blogs, im the one who always tries to be here for you, thats why IM supposed to fix it. to confide in me means i fix everything. i TRY to understand, i truly do, but its hard. ok one thing i need to know what we did to make you leave, what did we say, our we just to perfect to let you in even though all we tried was to let you in, to let everyone in, to accept each other as we are, to be here for each other!
its not ure fault you forgot, we all forgot, and in that time i wasnt qutie sure how to be here for you, i could of hugged you, which i did, i said it'll be alright, i said she'd understand. but that didnt stop it. ive never had to go through that i have no idea what your feeling, i could have been more here for you, but what do you expect, i also have things that no one knows about, that i wish i could tell ppl but i cant, wen i say im ok i never am but for you i put on a brave face to here for you because i know that you need it more than me!
ok fine i admit it, I DONT UNDERSTAND. MAKE ME UNDERSTAND. TEACH ME HOW TO!!! SO I CAN UNDERSTAND PLEASE!!!!!
all i want to do is fix this, make it right again, even if you dont hang out with us anymore, as long as we dont have to be like this, discussing things through livejournal.
its not ure fault you forgot, we all forgot, and in that time i wasnt qutie sure how to be here for you, i could of hugged you, which i did, i said it'll be alright, i said she'd understand. but that didnt stop it. ive never had to go through that i have no idea what your feeling, i could have been more here for you, but what do you expect, i also have things that no one knows about, that i wish i could tell ppl but i cant, wen i say im ok i never am but for you i put on a brave face to here for you because i know that you need it more than me!
ok fine i admit it, I DONT UNDERSTAND. MAKE ME UNDERSTAND. TEACH ME HOW TO!!! SO I CAN UNDERSTAND PLEASE!!!!!
all i want to do is fix this, make it right again, even if you dont hang out with us anymore, as long as we dont have to be like this, discussing things through livejournal.