Sep 01, 2009 16:42
God damn I am in such a bad mood lately.
Like everything just ticks me off. I think I must be about to get my period or something.
I got birth control from my doctor to try and tame my acne and raging emotions around that time of the month (around christmas I actually considered killing myself for like 6 hours until my hormones calmed the fuck down).
But I feel like this isn't my period, because I JUST FUCKING HAD IT. Also, no one invites me anywhere. Everyone just wants to come to my house, eat all of MY food, and then scold me when I don't have bus fare. Excuse me, but you eat like $20 worth of food every week you come to my house. And don't fucking call me spoiled like it's a bad thing when I spot you money, let you eat all my food, makes beds for you and let you leave my room and house in disarray which I then have to clean up. Don't scold me when I go to your houses and OMG EAT ANYTHING.
FUCK YOU.
YOU EAT SO MUCH AT MY HOUSE.
I ALSO LET YOU DRINK MY MOM'S BOOZE.
AND DON'T FUCKING CALL ME IMMATURE WHEN YOU ACT LIKE A STUCK UP LITTLE PRISS AND CAN'T GET OVER YOURSELF AND JUST BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE.
DON'T JUST RUN OFF THE ARMPIT OF THE WORLD WITH PEOPLE THAT WE ARE BOTH FRIENDS WITH AND NOT INVITE ME. YOU NEVER FUCKING INVITE ME ANYWHERE, AND YOU NEVER PAY FOR ME WHEN I AM OUT OF MONEY. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MONEY I SPEND ON YOU?
YOU ARE SO FUCKING DUMB. YOUR BRAIN IS ROTTING. DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE! GET A FUCKING JOB! AT LEAST I'M GOING TO SCHOOL HOLY SHIT
Okay eating food now. >:|