Almost Made a Mistake... but DIDN'T!!!
It might be the alcohol speaking, but I'm proud of myself.
I almost made a mistake again tonight, but I stopped myself. This is a HUGE step for Eric, who can't control his hormones. I stopped myself. I actually did it.
For those of you who know, there was something already present that kind of persuaded me that it wasn't a good idea. I know it's bad, but hey - it's enabled me to stand up for myself for once. I'm not an 'object' anymore. I'm not just something to be used and then dumped.
I feel ENABLED somehow. I like this feeling.
EJ <3
I almost made a mistake again tonight, but I stopped myself. This is a HUGE step for Eric, who can't control his hormones. I stopped myself. I actually did it.
For those of you who know, there was something already present that kind of persuaded me that it wasn't a good idea. I know it's bad, but hey - it's enabled me to stand up for myself for once. I'm not an 'object' anymore. I'm not just something to be used and then dumped.
I feel ENABLED somehow. I like this feeling.
EJ <3