Sep 07, 2008 12:35
All I can say is that tomorrow will be an entire WEEK without a single binge or purge. I'm amazed...and I don't know how this has happened. I know God healed me, I just don't get why he chose now...after all those years of trying. I did some bad shit this weekend...sexual stuff when I have a boyfriend who I love more than anything....I don't think I'm going to tell him....I think I just needed a self-destructive outlet now that my bulimia is gone. I am still in awe that I have no desire to binge/purge!