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Well, it doesn't matter how hard you try, nothing is going to make it better. The pain is intolerable, but still I live on knowing that I can put myself to good use else where. The creature that destroyed my heart will be gone soon, and that's a good thing, I guess. But I don't have anything to turn my attention towards at the moment. I'm tired of this world, I want to move on to the next, but apparently there's something more for me to do. What it is, I don't know. I don't want anything to further corrode or fall apart, but it's out of my hands now. I'm turning it over to the PTB, and if they see fit, they'll help me out. I guess that's it for now.