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What is there to do? City Heights is killing me!!! I need to find a job stat. Why is it that I get stuck in these positions? What did I do? I guess that my good luck ran out. And to top things off, my sister is PREGNANT!!! I'm very disappointed in her, but I will support her the best I can. But, I'm not babysitting, period. I feel like I'm stuck here, I have to go to the library just to access the internet, and then, it's only for like, a few minutes at a time. Skip is losing her mind as well. She can't handle being stuck in the house much better than I can, and I don't know how to help any more than I already have. I mean, I still wish she would be mine, but her perrogative is not that, so I deal. One day, I think she'll realize that no matter what she's done, I've always been there to catch her. I don't know. Whatever it is, I guess that no one will know. And my sister, bless her heart, even though she is overextended by our living with her and her boyfriend, just isn't ready for what she's getting herself into. And Skip's riding on my credit again for living situation, which is no major thing, but I wish she would still just let me into her heart. But it's cool, there ain't a damn thing I can do. I feel trapped and alone, like no one understands me, and for the most part, I'm right. Whatever.