New Years
Nick and I were talking about our wedding. He decided he's never dating again, so we'll just go to Vegas and get married right away.
Me: and im not wearing panties under my dress
Him: good, you wont need them
HAHAHA! Good times ahead.
Joe and I were AIM whoring *something like this*:
Me: I don't really feel like doing anything New Years
Him: You have to, you have to kiss someone at midnight
Me: Why? What does it mean?
Him: It's just tradition, start the year off good.
Me: I've never kissed anyone before at midnight.
I haven't, not ever! How odd is that?
So, maybe I'll go to the party with Adam. I wouldn't hate kissing him. In fact, I may even like it.
Friday, I think Andrew and I will be going to Diamonds Cabaret. He's going to get a lapdance and wants me to, but I don't know if that's what I'm about. I mean, I get nauseated when a girl accidently touches my boobies in passing. I don't think I could let some hooch...ugh. No, I don't think so.
I think my madre is trippin' because I haven't been out lately and I've been staying up until 5 in the AM and sleeping til late in the day. Then, when I do go out she's trippin' because I'm not home.
I just am so anti-social lately, and I'm lovin' it. Sometimes I just need peope to get the f up out of my face and business and have ME time.
I am trippin' over my hair. It is hideous. I really need to get Angie to dye it, but we just have not seen each other lately.
I am so mechanical. I put a transmission together and installed it. The car works too. I also put together my vanity table by myself. It was a little more vexing, but I did it! I am el geniuso Ro. Applaud me.
Speaking of cars, that reminds me of this guy. I was on AIM tonight and he IMed me an informed me that I'm ugly, but I'm skinny and my ass is nice. Hello, faggot. Thanks a lot, move on. I hate when people are just mean to be mean. It's so annoying.
Oh well, this ugly skinny girl with a booty is going to bed. Arivedarchi! < I don't know how it's spelled.
New Years Stuff:
End of Year Quiz:
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
- Slept with a stranger
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- I kept 3 of 7; I'm still thinking about it
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- No
4. Did anyone close to you die?
- My great-granny and my cousin
5. What countries did you visit?
- None
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
- A good job
- A better outlook on life
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- November 25th; tonsils were removed
- October 27th; a death scare occured that changed me for the better
- February 11th; 5years since my papaw died
- March 19th; US declared war on Iraq
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- I'm on the Honor Roll again, which means I'm a genius
- I can drive pretty well now
9. What was your biggest failure?
- PS2 > me. I can't figure out any game on that stupid console. I hate it. Remember Nintendo? Back when things were simple and I was good? Yeah, those were the days.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- I got my tonsils removed
- Several severe migraines every month
- The cold/flu once or twice
9. What was the best thing you bought?
- Didn't buy much
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- Andrew
- Nick (bro not ho)
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- Madre
- Ed
14. Where did most of your money go?
- Food
- Entertainment
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- I'm a really unexciting person
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
- Jo Dee Messina's I Wish
- Tobey Keith's American Soldier
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? same
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
- Dating
- Forgetting
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- Making excuses
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- Unhappy
21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2003?
- IMing one of my exs friends and e-pimping him
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
- No
23. How many one-night stands?
- None
24. What was your favorite TV program?
- Dawson's Creek
- CSI
- Law and Oder SVU
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- One or four people
26. What was the best book you read?
- Don't remember
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- None
28. What did you want and get?
- Digital Camera
- Jewlery
29. What did you want and not get?
- Nothing
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
- How To Deal
- Old School
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- Received presents
- 19
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- Having more people to share it with
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
- Jeans and tee's
34. What kept you sane?
- Alone time
- Having no reminders of the past
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- Kobe; he's my fantasy
- Denzel; yumm-y
- Jack Black; he's the epitome of what my boyfriend should be
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
- Jessica Lynch's media coverage
37. Who did you miss?
- My grandpa
38. Who was the best new person you met?
- Brittany
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
- I can't think of any
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year right this very minute
- I have nothing, homies.
Things I have learned in 2003
1. Girls don't need boys to survive. It's okay to be alone.
2. Flirting is an art. One that I'm very accomplished in.
3. I can expect things from people.
4. I don't have to put up with people who I don't like or who cause me discomfort.
5. I can walk alone, go out alone, and be alone without feeling like a loser.
6. Drama usually comes from people who are insecure with their life.
7. I do deserve to get everything that I want.
8. I am beautiful.
9. I can survive anything.
10. Suicide is never a solution
Another thing:
Good things that happened in 2003
1. All the boys I met and had fun with for a while
2. Getting to know Angie, that's my dawg.
3. Hanging out with Andrew who is the epitome of what a guy should be
4. Getting my digital camera
5. October was a good month
Bad things that happened in 2003
1. All the people who died
2. Finding out I hate HTML and computers
3.
4.
5.
Things/people I couldn't have gotten through the year without:
1. Myself
2.
3.
4.
Resolutions for 2004
1. See my ex again
2. Get a job that will look good on future job applications
3. Stay open to possibilities
4. Focus more on having fun and being myself
5. Apply for colleges
6. Have some adventures
7. Keep getting A's in school
Me: and im not wearing panties under my dress
Him: good, you wont need them
HAHAHA! Good times ahead.
Joe and I were AIM whoring *something like this*:
Me: I don't really feel like doing anything New Years
Him: You have to, you have to kiss someone at midnight
Me: Why? What does it mean?
Him: It's just tradition, start the year off good.
Me: I've never kissed anyone before at midnight.
I haven't, not ever! How odd is that?
So, maybe I'll go to the party with Adam. I wouldn't hate kissing him. In fact, I may even like it.
Friday, I think Andrew and I will be going to Diamonds Cabaret. He's going to get a lapdance and wants me to, but I don't know if that's what I'm about. I mean, I get nauseated when a girl accidently touches my boobies in passing. I don't think I could let some hooch...ugh. No, I don't think so.
I think my madre is trippin' because I haven't been out lately and I've been staying up until 5 in the AM and sleeping til late in the day. Then, when I do go out she's trippin' because I'm not home.
I just am so anti-social lately, and I'm lovin' it. Sometimes I just need peope to get the f up out of my face and business and have ME time.
I am trippin' over my hair. It is hideous. I really need to get Angie to dye it, but we just have not seen each other lately.
I am so mechanical. I put a transmission together and installed it. The car works too. I also put together my vanity table by myself. It was a little more vexing, but I did it! I am el geniuso Ro. Applaud me.
Speaking of cars, that reminds me of this guy. I was on AIM tonight and he IMed me an informed me that I'm ugly, but I'm skinny and my ass is nice. Hello, faggot. Thanks a lot, move on. I hate when people are just mean to be mean. It's so annoying.
Oh well, this ugly skinny girl with a booty is going to bed. Arivedarchi! < I don't know how it's spelled.
New Years Stuff:
End of Year Quiz:
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
- Slept with a stranger
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- I kept 3 of 7; I'm still thinking about it
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- No
4. Did anyone close to you die?
- My great-granny and my cousin
5. What countries did you visit?
- None
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
- A good job
- A better outlook on life
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- November 25th; tonsils were removed
- October 27th; a death scare occured that changed me for the better
- February 11th; 5years since my papaw died
- March 19th; US declared war on Iraq
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- I'm on the Honor Roll again, which means I'm a genius
- I can drive pretty well now
9. What was your biggest failure?
- PS2 > me. I can't figure out any game on that stupid console. I hate it. Remember Nintendo? Back when things were simple and I was good? Yeah, those were the days.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- I got my tonsils removed
- Several severe migraines every month
- The cold/flu once or twice
9. What was the best thing you bought?
- Didn't buy much
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- Andrew
- Nick (bro not ho)
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- Madre
- Ed
14. Where did most of your money go?
- Food
- Entertainment
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- I'm a really unexciting person
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
- Jo Dee Messina's I Wish
- Tobey Keith's American Soldier
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? same
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
- Dating
- Forgetting
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- Making excuses
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- Unhappy
21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2003?
- IMing one of my exs friends and e-pimping him
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
- No
23. How many one-night stands?
- None
24. What was your favorite TV program?
- Dawson's Creek
- CSI
- Law and Oder SVU
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- One or four people
26. What was the best book you read?
- Don't remember
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- None
28. What did you want and get?
- Digital Camera
- Jewlery
29. What did you want and not get?
- Nothing
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
- How To Deal
- Old School
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- Received presents
- 19
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- Having more people to share it with
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
- Jeans and tee's
34. What kept you sane?
- Alone time
- Having no reminders of the past
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- Kobe; he's my fantasy
- Denzel; yumm-y
- Jack Black; he's the epitome of what my boyfriend should be
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
- Jessica Lynch's media coverage
37. Who did you miss?
- My grandpa
38. Who was the best new person you met?
- Brittany
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
- I can't think of any
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year right this very minute
- I have nothing, homies.
Things I have learned in 2003
1. Girls don't need boys to survive. It's okay to be alone.
2. Flirting is an art. One that I'm very accomplished in.
3. I can expect things from people.
4. I don't have to put up with people who I don't like or who cause me discomfort.
5. I can walk alone, go out alone, and be alone without feeling like a loser.
6. Drama usually comes from people who are insecure with their life.
7. I do deserve to get everything that I want.
8. I am beautiful.
9. I can survive anything.
10. Suicide is never a solution
Another thing:
Good things that happened in 2003
1. All the boys I met and had fun with for a while
2. Getting to know Angie, that's my dawg.
3. Hanging out with Andrew who is the epitome of what a guy should be
4. Getting my digital camera
5. October was a good month
Bad things that happened in 2003
1. All the people who died
2. Finding out I hate HTML and computers
3.
4.
5.
Things/people I couldn't have gotten through the year without:
1. Myself
2.
3.
4.
Resolutions for 2004
1. See my ex again
2. Get a job that will look good on future job applications
3. Stay open to possibilities
4. Focus more on having fun and being myself
5. Apply for colleges
6. Have some adventures
7. Keep getting A's in school