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I really don't like life right now.
So many people hate me and are frustrated with me right now i'm such a fuck up and i'm sorry, but I make mistakes and I hope everyone can forgive me.
I felt like I was closer with a lot of people last year and now all of the sudden it's more obvious people had made and effort not to hangout with me. And I hate that I never know what I did to make someone so upset, I guess I just suck at everything.
Everything is so screwed up whenever I try to talk to you, you never listen you're to busy with someone else who you barely know but they're cooler so you have every right to ignore me. Things used to be so different but now you're the prettier one, the more popular one, and everything better than i'll ever be. I wish highschool was better, but it's just not. I don't know what to do anymore, no one likes me so I better change something about myself I just don't know where to start.
So many people hate me and are frustrated with me right now i'm such a fuck up and i'm sorry, but I make mistakes and I hope everyone can forgive me.
I felt like I was closer with a lot of people last year and now all of the sudden it's more obvious people had made and effort not to hangout with me. And I hate that I never know what I did to make someone so upset, I guess I just suck at everything.
Everything is so screwed up whenever I try to talk to you, you never listen you're to busy with someone else who you barely know but they're cooler so you have every right to ignore me. Things used to be so different but now you're the prettier one, the more popular one, and everything better than i'll ever be. I wish highschool was better, but it's just not. I don't know what to do anymore, no one likes me so I better change something about myself I just don't know where to start.