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i looked at all my old notes from last year and there all like "feel better" "Awe i'm sorry your having a bad day, i hope it gets better" and i'm like wtf i must have only had bad days last year. so this year ima try to have more better days. being sad is so not worth it. too bad i'm sad right now ha. what great timing eh, oh well. screw this i'm so not up for crying right now, ha. i wish things were better or atleast i saw them better. i just wanna be happy.. since when was that a crime. i feel like just forcing myself to be happy and not letting stuff get to me .. i need to change. change myself to not care so much about the little things in life.