Why is it weird?!
Went over to Adam's today. First time I'd seen him or talked to him in four days. Thought he actually wanted to see me. I guess he was just lonely and needed someone to kill time with. So he picked me. Hooray. Not. It was weird.
See. My lovely brother Joe-Nathan called me yesterday at the Cherry Blossom Festival (which I attended with Gabe. [Such a wonderful little child of manipulation. Like mommy.]) and I was thrilled. So we talked on and off all day. Gossip. News. Thoughts. A lot of it.
He's my twin.
Some of the stuff though...it made me realize something today after hanging out with Adam and things going down the way they did.
I feel bad for him. I pity him.
We watched "Without a Paddle." It's a great movie and I remember taking George and Billy to see it when it first came out. But what's said at the end of it just came back to me and hit me hard as I was watching it. Burt Reynolds characters says that you get money and you spend it on what you want. Throw it away. And when you're older you can earn it back. But time...you can't throw time away. Because you'll never get that back.
And now I feel like I want to actually do something with my time.
See. My lovely brother Joe-Nathan called me yesterday at the Cherry Blossom Festival (which I attended with Gabe. [Such a wonderful little child of manipulation. Like mommy.]) and I was thrilled. So we talked on and off all day. Gossip. News. Thoughts. A lot of it.
He's my twin.
Some of the stuff though...it made me realize something today after hanging out with Adam and things going down the way they did.
I feel bad for him. I pity him.
We watched "Without a Paddle." It's a great movie and I remember taking George and Billy to see it when it first came out. But what's said at the end of it just came back to me and hit me hard as I was watching it. Burt Reynolds characters says that you get money and you spend it on what you want. Throw it away. And when you're older you can earn it back. But time...you can't throw time away. Because you'll never get that back.
And now I feel like I want to actually do something with my time.