"You have no power over me"
Feeling rather empty today.
I spoke with my sister, told her I'd like to see her before I left. I'd also like to spend some time with my nephew before I left as well.
Im extreamly irritated today. Extreamly.
Lyrics really can depict what I feel...Leaving Tucson, I feel like My Immortal Discribes everything I want to say about living here.
My Immortal - Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me**
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
**Reference to my grandma and her haunting voice that just screams my name and wakes me up in a deep sleep, heart pounding, scared.
I understand Im retarded for using those lyrics, but its pretty much a given on how I really feel because I am unable to express myself in words of my own, so I shall use someone elses words.
I spoke with my sister, told her I'd like to see her before I left. I'd also like to spend some time with my nephew before I left as well.
Im extreamly irritated today. Extreamly.
Lyrics really can depict what I feel...Leaving Tucson, I feel like My Immortal Discribes everything I want to say about living here.
My Immortal - Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me**
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
**Reference to my grandma and her haunting voice that just screams my name and wakes me up in a deep sleep, heart pounding, scared.
I understand Im retarded for using those lyrics, but its pretty much a given on how I really feel because I am unable to express myself in words of my own, so I shall use someone elses words.