i think there's something wrong with me.
man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she had.
i went to a show last night. eighteen visions headlining..with emery, remembering never and misery signals according to my ticket. emery was good.and of course, they were emo. the rest sucked. too much fucking screaming.
anyway.
i was standing there..and all of a sudden, i couldn't see! and i was like "uh-oh." so i tried to get to the back to get to the bathroom or something..but i kinda fainted. it was weird. and the guys i was standing near were all worried. they were cute. i was shaking so bad. it was worse than the time i passed out at janine's house. only this time i had the bouncers carrying me outside and bringing me water. they thought i got it...but i was surprisingly protected by this little circle of huge guys around me. really boring show..a few fights and me passing out must've been the highlights. i stayed home from school today because i threw up this morning and kinda passed out on my bed again. maybe im sick. i feel better now..vinny came over and we hung out. it was cool. <3
though it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamnt at all.