the only place i feel like complete...is in your arms
merry christmas everyone!
so yeah, its christmas. and im happy of course, but xmas has never been like this before, idk its weird. this is the first year ive had a boyfriend on christmas, and like i went by toms last nite for xmas eve, not for a long time, but enough to meet his family and i mean they all just seem so fun and stuff, and so welcoming. idk its crazy! we exchanged gifts last nite too, i got him a taking back sunday shirt, this gag gift, sex thing haha...and i got sumthing else coming for him in the mail soon, I HOPE! and he got me the dvd of riding in cars with boys...he told me i should see it and that id love it so he got it for me :-) and then he got me a teddy bear, from like the build-a-bear store. and he had on boxers and red underwear on its head haha...ahh the red underwear, its like a reoccuring thing in his dream, that me and him are together and i have like red underwear on my head haha. so my bear has underwear on its head. idc though its so cute. i love it! its such a tom gift, haha, and the card he gave me was so cute too. ugh i just love him sooo much! i feel so bad tho, cuz his mom invited me to a family party today, and i wasnt sure if i could go bcuz i was gunna go to my grandma's house, and i like just recently found out we were goin there cuz she wasnt feel well and stuff. but i felt bad cuz i didnt call him, cuz yeah all i did today was open my presents and sleep haha. but i just called him and told him he could come over after his families house if he wanted to, he sounded kinda bored, i feel bad. but hopefully ill see my gorgeous later! :-) hehe
...im so effing bored, but im talking to ryan, so its allll good. hes awesome...so funny, hes in arizona with his daddy i think it is. so ive been siting here talking to him for like the past hour haha. oh well..ahh i kon wat i can write about..wat i got haha..okay here we go
- 2 hollister shirts (loves to flirt, then the other one says...santas vixen..you better watch out! so cute haha)
- hollister jeans
- 2 dvds-ocean's eleven, and armageddon
- britney spears calendar!!! haha..im sorry but i love her so much haha
- new headphones for my walkman cuz chloe(puppy) ate mine haha
- a cute winter hat
- this cool dry erase board thats half dry erase, half like tack board idk wat u call it..i like it tho!
- more clothes
- purse with the inital "A" on it...for AMBER haha
- a wallet with $50 in it..oh yeahhh haha
- $25 gift certificate to the movies yay!
- toe socks, a lil angel that says amber, frame, and these 3 underwear head band things..its hard to explain they are cute tho(those were all from tommys parentals!)
- victorias secret scent...amber romance with the spray, lotion and shower wash..from my brother :)
- subscription of teen vouge for a year, from rebecca(bro's gf)
- a spray of love spell from victorias secret..it smells sooo good!
- lebron james jersey! oh yeahhh
- blink 182 cd...SOO GOODDDD!!!!
and thats basically it..i think haha. and i still have more to go, cuz i got my daddys side of the family, and my dad said i can still get more stuff from my parents bcuz i didnt spend all the money yet! hooray...ill stop being selfish and go keep talking to ryan haha...bye gorgeous!
<3amber
kisses to all!