smiling from ear to ear [im feeling this]

[puresugar1305]

so i never wrote about my weekend. well friday i did nothing cuz of the dumb snow, cuz my dad didnt wanna bring me by toms and his parents didnt wanna drive him over either. so that kinda sucked. then saturday i spent the effing day cleaning cuz my mom was on a cleaning kick i guess, cuz we were all in the house cuz of the snow? im not sure, but all i konw was that it sucked. then later on when tom got home from his cousins house, he came over...and slept over :-) *sigh* extra time with him -YAY- that came about becuz basically, his mom said she would drive him over but she knew she wouldnt want to pick him up later and that she wouldnt want my parents driving him home. so it just happened that both of our parents agreed to sleeping over! im not sure why haha, but they did, and i was soo happy. and i mean its not like me and him slept in the same room or anything, obviously, cuz itd be innapropriate, i mean we wouldnt do anything, especially if my parents were home but still. so i slept in the basement and he slept in the living room. and the only rule was to be in bed by like 1-130ish...and i thought that was more than reasonable, especially becuz my mom wasnt up my ass about it, she really told me to be in bed by 1, but me and him were just sitting in my living room until like almost 2. and ugh never has it been so hard to say good night to someone, its like i didnt want to go to bed at all. i must have said good night and kissed him for about 15 minutes before i actually left haha. id be like goodnite *kiss*..then get ready to walk away and just be like...no i cant!! haha. but wow, i love him so much. like im so happy im not rushing into anything with him, bcuz i can honestly say i dont know many ppl who are in a relationship like one like me and tom, and if you are...your lucky. the whole "best friends falling in love" thing really worked for me...to the MAX!!! like me and him are still best friends and still goof around ALL the time, but its like, a more emotional connection thing now. geez...i wish i woulda told him i liked him earlier, cuz he said he liked me for a while too but didnt say anything. good thing i said something to chach about liking him, or else, i wouldnt have a wonderful boyfriend who is the love of my life <3 *sigh* he just makes me so happy, its like amazing, wow...i really hope all of you find love like i have, bcuz everything changes, you smile more often, you dont sweat the small things as much, and everything just seems more beautiful than it ever has. and let me tell u, its amazing! i couldnt ask for anything more! i really couldnt. like i just keep thinking about saturday when he slept over, and i mean..idk hes just amazing. so perfect!

well that was a long effing entry..geez haha...im gunna go do sum homework..maybe haha

much love to all

<3amber