Apr 02, 2008 17:35
Day 49
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: 6.5/10 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: A lot. The medication works well.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: There was a woman, she kept calling to me. I couldn't find her. Then Daddy showed up... He... He hurt me. But, it was just a dream. Not real, not real at all. Nope.
Moods Experienced Today: Depression, rejection, loneliness I'm good.
Mood Triggers: Namine... she likes Roxas more. She doesn't want me, who would want me? Also, I don't like not being able to remember things! I just... I don't know why it all bothers me so much right now.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: So much for my happy ending.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Movie time. It was nice pretending to be a little kid again... A little kid without Daddy there.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Room time. I don't want to be alone. I'm afraid of my thoughts... They're so... so not like me. I'm a happy person, I am!
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's done jack-shit! I didn't mind being sent here because I thought maybe it could help, but it doesn't! It's fine.
Noticable Improvements: I haven't improved, not at all. I've only gotten worse since I've been here.
[[ooc: strikes are SO private.]]