WHY?
why do things never make any sense?
why are people so fake?
why do people have to lie or make up stuff to cover up the truth?
why are guys so complicated?
UGH!! i just wanna scream and shout and ask everyone why! but i can't. i hate this. my friends are gone. just gone. they arent what they were. i dont know why. and i dont care what stupid excuses they have. im sorry i just can't believe any of it. i have seen it with my own eyes. and it is gonna take a lot for me to see that i haven't lost them. oh well. i do wanna say thanks to sara, trung, boris, tim, and all my other great friends that have been there for me through this tough time. im trying to make some positive changes in my life, for me and only me. and i wanted my friends to be there for me and understand... well a few of them at least... and they arent. or not as much as i want them to be... and maybe that sounds selfish. and im sorry. well thats it. i really dont care what you think about this entry - it wasnt to tell you anything that you didnt already know or should know. it was for me to get this off my mind... which doensn't mean its completely off my mind but at least it helped.
why are people so fake?
why do people have to lie or make up stuff to cover up the truth?
why are guys so complicated?
UGH!! i just wanna scream and shout and ask everyone why! but i can't. i hate this. my friends are gone. just gone. they arent what they were. i dont know why. and i dont care what stupid excuses they have. im sorry i just can't believe any of it. i have seen it with my own eyes. and it is gonna take a lot for me to see that i haven't lost them. oh well. i do wanna say thanks to sara, trung, boris, tim, and all my other great friends that have been there for me through this tough time. im trying to make some positive changes in my life, for me and only me. and i wanted my friends to be there for me and understand... well a few of them at least... and they arent. or not as much as i want them to be... and maybe that sounds selfish. and im sorry. well thats it. i really dont care what you think about this entry - it wasnt to tell you anything that you didnt already know or should know. it was for me to get this off my mind... which doensn't mean its completely off my mind but at least it helped.