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so im like seriously about to break down right now. my dog is really sick... and they dont know what's wrong with her. im so worried. i hope she is gonna be okay. i know it may be stupid... but i dont think anyone really understands how close i am to her. and on top of everything this week has just been horrible... all around freakin horrible. this sucks. and there is no other way to put it. i really need my friends right now. badly. i miss zach - no matter how much i try to move on it never works. ever. oh well.... life is just idk right now. hopefully things will get better. and im sorry all of my entries here lately have been like life sucks.... and bla bla bla... but its just how im feeling right now. and i think it is somewhat understandable for some of the crap that has happened in the past few days/weeks. but yeah. i will try to be more positive. right now i just dont know how well all that is gonna work with me being so worried about "prissy" (my dog) in case you didnt know. alright well im out. i probably wont sleep at all tonight, i will try though.