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very rough but great week all at the same time. lol. how is that?? well... yesterday was crazy cuz i had to work from like 6 - close and i had a butt load of homework. mainly i had to study and finish like 30 vocab terms for US history cuz i had a huge US history test today. so yeah... that was quiet stressful. lol. but i got everything done eventually and i think i aced my test so that was good!!
today was picture day! oh my favorite day of the whole year!! not! lol. although, i hope my picture turned out alright cuz my mom even drove me to school this morning so my hair wouldnt be all frizzy and crap! so my hair actually looked half way decent! lol. so you all can make fun of me... KELSEY! lol. no im jk. haha. umm... yeah today was much better than yesterday as far as homework and work goes. no homework and no work! how exciting is that?? lol. i think it's very exciting! haha.
the downside to today was getting kind of upset, and for once letting out how i really feel to someone. well i guess its good and bad at the same time. well... i wouldnt say bad, just not like OMG IM SO HAPPY kind of a thing. you know what i mean? but anyways... it just sucks when someone means so much to you and for you to have to watch them bring themselves down when they dont even realize or see it as bringing them selves down. it really upsets me. but i dont even know what to do anymore. oh yeah... and please dont make a promise you cant keep. it would be much better to not hear that promise than to have it broken. i really hope you understand that i love you no matter what... but sometimes you have to think about how you are hurting yourself and others wheather you realize it or not. you are!! i wouldnt tell you that if i didnt love you and care about you. you are better than that and you know it! oh yeah... and im sorry that i said those things in front of other people, that wasnt right. and i will appologize for that. but i wont appologize for what i said. you needed to hear it. but please understand that i will love you no matter what. I LOVE YOU!!
today was picture day! oh my favorite day of the whole year!! not! lol. although, i hope my picture turned out alright cuz my mom even drove me to school this morning so my hair wouldnt be all frizzy and crap! so my hair actually looked half way decent! lol. so you all can make fun of me... KELSEY! lol. no im jk. haha. umm... yeah today was much better than yesterday as far as homework and work goes. no homework and no work! how exciting is that?? lol. i think it's very exciting! haha.
the downside to today was getting kind of upset, and for once letting out how i really feel to someone. well i guess its good and bad at the same time. well... i wouldnt say bad, just not like OMG IM SO HAPPY kind of a thing. you know what i mean? but anyways... it just sucks when someone means so much to you and for you to have to watch them bring themselves down when they dont even realize or see it as bringing them selves down. it really upsets me. but i dont even know what to do anymore. oh yeah... and please dont make a promise you cant keep. it would be much better to not hear that promise than to have it broken. i really hope you understand that i love you no matter what... but sometimes you have to think about how you are hurting yourself and others wheather you realize it or not. you are!! i wouldnt tell you that if i didnt love you and care about you. you are better than that and you know it! oh yeah... and im sorry that i said those things in front of other people, that wasnt right. and i will appologize for that. but i wont appologize for what i said. you needed to hear it. but please understand that i will love you no matter what. I LOVE YOU!!