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i absolutely hate the fact that i felt like i had no choice in respect to which house i would move back to. i can't fucking believe that you are so selfish that you are more than willing to take the fact that you chose to get a divorce out on me. its not my fault, and its not his either, so don't you dare drag me into this sick revenge and self-pity game that you have been playing for the last 3 years.
Now i'm fucking stuck living with you eventhough it makes no fucking sense for me to have done that. I don't really have space for manowar in my room, you live no where near a bus line i need for work, and now becuase of you i have to wake up an hour earlier just to take a second bus to get to fucking work, and why? all becuase you couldn't deal with any other outcome. i'm surprised you stopped short of just flat out saying that i had to choose you.
i hate that i didn't even really have a choice. but more than that i hate that i had to choose at all.
I need to fucking get out of here.
Now i'm fucking stuck living with you eventhough it makes no fucking sense for me to have done that. I don't really have space for manowar in my room, you live no where near a bus line i need for work, and now becuase of you i have to wake up an hour earlier just to take a second bus to get to fucking work, and why? all becuase you couldn't deal with any other outcome. i'm surprised you stopped short of just flat out saying that i had to choose you.
i hate that i didn't even really have a choice. but more than that i hate that i had to choose at all.
I need to fucking get out of here.