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i'm going away, only for two days, but i am really excited. with the exception of a few people, i am sick of everyone i am frequently in contact with right now. i am just sick of how things are always the same. i know i've said that before, but i'm saying it again. i feel really disconnected, out of sorts, pushed away, replaced, bored, aggrivated, annoyed.
my boyfriend wants to kick my (soon to be) old boss's ass, and i don;t see the point. its just going to cause more problems, and he'll still be a perv. he won't listen to me either, and is so fucking set on the fact that he needs to be "punished".
i feel like i have no way of getting out this situation, and that is not a good thing. i didn't want to be in this situation in the first place, but you backed me into a fucking tear drenched corner.
and on a somewhat unrelated topic, eventhough it shouldn't, it does bother me. not like writing that here will change anything. i'm not even sure i would want to try to change anything. the more time goes by, the less worth it it seems. its a new form of the old problem, and the old you. its frustrating to see, and sometimes it hurts me. i'm starting to feel like i'm wasting my time, and starting to feel stupid for thinking that anything about you is self-less.
the more i think about this though, the less stupid i feel, becuase you felt the same way about it when it happened to you.
my boyfriend wants to kick my (soon to be) old boss's ass, and i don;t see the point. its just going to cause more problems, and he'll still be a perv. he won't listen to me either, and is so fucking set on the fact that he needs to be "punished".
i feel like i have no way of getting out this situation, and that is not a good thing. i didn't want to be in this situation in the first place, but you backed me into a fucking tear drenched corner.
and on a somewhat unrelated topic, eventhough it shouldn't, it does bother me. not like writing that here will change anything. i'm not even sure i would want to try to change anything. the more time goes by, the less worth it it seems. its a new form of the old problem, and the old you. its frustrating to see, and sometimes it hurts me. i'm starting to feel like i'm wasting my time, and starting to feel stupid for thinking that anything about you is self-less.
the more i think about this though, the less stupid i feel, becuase you felt the same way about it when it happened to you.