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iiiiiii don't wanna work! i want to bang on my drums all day!!
really, i hate the fact that for the rest of my life, everyday, i will work. i will do it so that i can pay rent, pay off loans for college, eat, be clothed, support my nicotine and alcohol habits, grow up, buy a car, pay for health and dental bils, everything. i don't want to work. i do not want to spend my time doing that. i have so many other things that i would rather spend my time doing, but i can't. all the things i want to do involve money to do them, or at least to stay alive so that i can do them. i hate it.
that isn't how i want to spend my life.
really, i hate the fact that for the rest of my life, everyday, i will work. i will do it so that i can pay rent, pay off loans for college, eat, be clothed, support my nicotine and alcohol habits, grow up, buy a car, pay for health and dental bils, everything. i don't want to work. i do not want to spend my time doing that. i have so many other things that i would rather spend my time doing, but i can't. all the things i want to do involve money to do them, or at least to stay alive so that i can do them. i hate it.
that isn't how i want to spend my life.