insomnia, YES! on el gay at 5:04!

[puremurder]

i'll rephrase

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[puremurder]

i did understand how it hurt you, and i figured since you had been in a somewhat similar situation you of all people would have known better

[puremurder]

i understand that you feel horrible about this. don't think i don't. but you know what? the reason i didn't think about you was becuase it had happened a year ago and all you had done was fool around with him, i had actually forgetten it had even taken place (like, forgetten when sober). i'll say it again, i don't care how much alcohol you drank that night, i don't care how bummed you were about him. i don't. it sucks that you felt so defeated, it sucks that you were and have been so bummed on this guy who obviously realllllyy isn't worth your time anymore, but that still is no excuse, reason, or anything to justify this. don't say "well see i fucked him...but you have to understand, i was wasted and REALLY sad." well on saturday i was out of my mind drunk, i'm amazed chris didn't have to hold me up while i walked after the show and fucking bummed out of my mind becuase of this, and you didn't see me go fuck He Who is Still Nameless (let me just say, i love the code names haha). the bottom line is a weak moment and bad judgement doesn

[puremurder]

i definitly would never fuck he who is nameless to get back at you, let alone in general.
i don't really think there is much else to say at this point other then i appreciate yo uapologizing, and now its just a matter of time.
i just need some time for this to not hurt as much.

[puremurder]

oh and i think you'll appreciate this and how funny it is.
look up African Diaspora. read what it means. then think about the fact that there is now a museum of African Diaspora in SF. like a whole museum, dedicated to it. COME ON PEOPLE REALLY.