Mar 10, 2005 13:02
I need to find a job soon. I don't have a way to get anywhere so ofcourse that sucks :s and there's isn't too many places around here that are close. besides this town is so small they are never hiring. My bros gf works at jack in the box so i asked her to see if they were hiring and if so then maybe i could go to work when she does or something. grrr this is retarded.... why can't we have subways like sweden!? then i could have a job and not worry about having a way there. I'm already tired of just siting here in this shitty town being bored as hell all day. Oh and my walls in my room are all filled with fucking bible quotes and all the bullshit. what the fuck is that? i was so freaked out when i saw that. Grrr when will my life be normal?!?
I miss sweden. It would be awesome if alex and i could save enough money to buy both of us plain tickets! one for him to come here and then i could go back with him, but noooo even if we did have the money we couldn't because of the stoopid country laws :( ok i miss sweden but i mostly just miss being with alex *sigh* everything is still weird without him. I wanna go back.
I was hoping to go shopping or something when i came home but i have no money and no one here has money. i'm always poor. Anyway... i stayed up all night last night for no particular reason and i haven't been to sleep. Now that i'm not bothering alex he can do his work hehe so he's not here to talk to me but he said that when he gets home we will cam all night :D it's gonna be great. too bad there's no privacy here...