Times Like These
"It only gets to me in times like these, and times like these are gettin to me."
Perfect qoute from a Seven Mary Three Song to explain how I feel about moving! lol. You know I KNEW my disability limitations but never KNEW them until I had to start looking for a place to live in. The place where you live has to be comfortable and liveable right? So I actually have to think of those inane things I never think about like how far apart is the toilet from the shower? Can I change the sliding doors on the tub to a shower curtain instead so I can get my bench in? Is there a ramp on the sidewalk by my apt so I can push my wheelchair in myself? Let alone get my cart there?
And about a million other questions I do not normally think about!! Even when I go on trips I never get into this much detail! It is times like these that I hate my body. I just wish I could hop in the car and pile in all my junk and take the first apartment that I can afford and take it. Not have to worry about a washer and dryer because I could go to a laundry building on site myself. But no. I would need help. Help help help, I believe this is becoming my most hated word. I know I need it and have accepted it but like the quote says it's just getting to me because it seems I'm having to ask for alot of it and it won't stop until I get all settled and used to it. I CAN AND WILL get to that point but it's just annoying the crap out of me. Phew I feel much better now that I've vented. hehe.
But on the upside of all of this is that I might have finally found a place that will work for me. I'm having someone check it out and ask a few of those inane questions it just might be the one! And the people at the office would overnight me the applicatin and I should have no problem with the no renters credit thing at this place. Yay!! So cross your fingers for me.
Perfect qoute from a Seven Mary Three Song to explain how I feel about moving! lol. You know I KNEW my disability limitations but never KNEW them until I had to start looking for a place to live in. The place where you live has to be comfortable and liveable right? So I actually have to think of those inane things I never think about like how far apart is the toilet from the shower? Can I change the sliding doors on the tub to a shower curtain instead so I can get my bench in? Is there a ramp on the sidewalk by my apt so I can push my wheelchair in myself? Let alone get my cart there?
And about a million other questions I do not normally think about!! Even when I go on trips I never get into this much detail! It is times like these that I hate my body. I just wish I could hop in the car and pile in all my junk and take the first apartment that I can afford and take it. Not have to worry about a washer and dryer because I could go to a laundry building on site myself. But no. I would need help. Help help help, I believe this is becoming my most hated word. I know I need it and have accepted it but like the quote says it's just getting to me because it seems I'm having to ask for alot of it and it won't stop until I get all settled and used to it. I CAN AND WILL get to that point but it's just annoying the crap out of me. Phew I feel much better now that I've vented. hehe.
But on the upside of all of this is that I might have finally found a place that will work for me. I'm having someone check it out and ask a few of those inane questions it just might be the one! And the people at the office would overnight me the applicatin and I should have no problem with the no renters credit thing at this place. Yay!! So cross your fingers for me.