I miss her
its 5 in the morning and i cant sleep, but its weird cuz im tired as hell. i know its because i miss my baby. it seems like it is unbarable and its only been 1 day. well its 1 down and 6 to go. I just cant wait til she gets home. I swear the next time she has to go out of town, im going with her. other than the fact that i cant stop thinking about her, im doing ok, i havent cried no more, lol. i want to, but it wont do anything for me to keep crying everytime i think about her. ill just be glad when i can look back at this and say "im glad you're back from your trip." Cuz this is really killin me. I gotta be strong aboutit, its only a week. Yeah, thats what i keep telling myself, but its easier said than done. well ima try to go to sleep, but the thing about that is i keep making myself think about it when i lay down. im just gone pretend we got into a big fight.... yeah right. lmao