why
i don't really understand what is going on i think i have just lost one of my good friends to something that i can't put my finger on... i don't know what i did i wish he would call me so we can talk about what happen to our friendship.. i am always there for him( he is going thru surg. on fri. and i never go back on my word i will be there 4 him) i hate my life it is going down hill farther and farther everyday Y?????