why?
what did i do?
i have lost the best thing that has happened to me.
why did i do that instead of cutting my self or jumping in front of a car or even painting my wall with my brains or something like that no i had to go and smoke a cig. why????? why?? why??
i fucking hate my life i ALWAYS fuck thing up i am a screw up i wish i was never born that way i would not hurt anyone.
peace
~melissa~
i have lost the best thing that has happened to me.
why did i do that instead of cutting my self or jumping in front of a car or even painting my wall with my brains or something like that no i had to go and smoke a cig. why????? why?? why??
i fucking hate my life i ALWAYS fuck thing up i am a screw up i wish i was never born that way i would not hurt anyone.
peace
~melissa~