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Yep, so i'm sitting here at Britny's house. I was watching her update hers and thought to myself. Hey thats what i need to do. i need to update that stupid pointless useless thing. So then i come here and this is what i've got... haha FUCK YOU!!
anyways, i've been thinking. All the hurtful words and all the pain i've brough on myself. Its really actully more likely my fault
"why do you have to be such a cold hearted bitch all the time. You treat me like shit and you deserve what you get"
now that i sit and think about it its kinda of true. i blame him for things that its actully just my pain and sorrow. i have done some things that i probably shouldnt have.
Meh, i guess its time for a change... a time for a change before something goes wrong and i lose everything i'm living for.
I love that boy!!!
Maxwell MY EVERYTHING!!
does this make sense? probably not! I'm to fucked up in my fucking head for anythign to make sense anymore.
Most of my actions dont make sense. I'm a bitch!
It needs to change...
I love that boy
I want him to cuddle me more. **instead of me pushing him away**
i want things to be like they were a year ago...
i don't want it to end...
I'm out.
anyways, i've been thinking. All the hurtful words and all the pain i've brough on myself. Its really actully more likely my fault
"why do you have to be such a cold hearted bitch all the time. You treat me like shit and you deserve what you get"
now that i sit and think about it its kinda of true. i blame him for things that its actully just my pain and sorrow. i have done some things that i probably shouldnt have.
Meh, i guess its time for a change... a time for a change before something goes wrong and i lose everything i'm living for.
I love that boy!!!
Maxwell MY EVERYTHING!!
does this make sense? probably not! I'm to fucked up in my fucking head for anythign to make sense anymore.
Most of my actions dont make sense. I'm a bitch!
It needs to change...
I love that boy
I want him to cuddle me more. **instead of me pushing him away**
i want things to be like they were a year ago...
i don't want it to end...
I'm out.