3/30
Yesterday was a crappy day. I ranted to my family and I am _so_ thankful for them! In chemistry a ‘y’ shaped apparatus broke and I got blamed by Brandon when it was _him_ cause he was the moron to undo the stopper and it cracked then I guess shattered but we’re going to probably split the bill between us (3) members in the group so it’ll be around 7.00 or so. I was really mad about taking it and wishing I could’ve dropped organic chem. I really don’t care whether it looks good on college apps.
Oh well one more quarter then good bye to hell. English is cool we’re watching dead poet’s society cause our teacher is busy playing base ball, he doesn’t look too bad in uniform I wouldn’t laugh or anything. I played a word search online but it hurt my eyes after awhile I couldn’t find one word -_- *pouts* oh well it was fun and now I know I can play a few games when I get bored or can’t find anything to read. I'm first writing my entries while off line then I’ll cut and past ‘em in my LJ so it’ll be easier and I’ll post ‘em daily. I lifted weights in gym and I think I messed up my knee _real_ bad, it’s not my left one that always gives me probs…no this is my right knee and I think something is wrong cause when I bend it, it hurts and sounds like something is rubbing or cracking but either way it ain’t good.
I hope it gets better and I can’t wait to end the chapter called ‘high school’ just like the ended chapters on ‘elementary’ and ‘Jr. high’ the only difference between this and those was in high school I had a lot more good things then bad while my elementary days were miserable same with Jr. high. When I got to high school I grew up and changed my dad would probably say for the worse but I think it was for the better because I honestly like who I’ve become. I grew thick skin and a back bone, sure my mouth isn’t very nice but I try not to curse. Sarcasm and whit is fun to use so I won’t stop but I don’t want to go back to the girl who was afraid of her father and jumped at his orders I don’t want to go back to being the girl who cried when she was teased and that was practically every day cause I was totally ridiculed in elementary. If I could go back in time I wouldn’t cause I would _never_ want to relive all those terrible memories.
Instead of being teased I’m ignored and I’m ok with that cause I like minding my own business and not talking cause most people don’t give a damn about what you think they just want to hear themselves talk. I'm not changing for anyone! This sophomore named Quinn said I would look pretty if I got a hair cut, contacts, make up and some other crap and I wanted to seriously punch him cause he could jump off a cliff for all I give a rip cause I'm not changing myself to be pretty when it’s not who I am. My guy will just have to take me the way I am even if I'm not the prettiest color in the rainbow.
Guess that’s all.
Kat
Oh well one more quarter then good bye to hell. English is cool we’re watching dead poet’s society cause our teacher is busy playing base ball, he doesn’t look too bad in uniform I wouldn’t laugh or anything. I played a word search online but it hurt my eyes after awhile I couldn’t find one word -_- *pouts* oh well it was fun and now I know I can play a few games when I get bored or can’t find anything to read. I'm first writing my entries while off line then I’ll cut and past ‘em in my LJ so it’ll be easier and I’ll post ‘em daily. I lifted weights in gym and I think I messed up my knee _real_ bad, it’s not my left one that always gives me probs…no this is my right knee and I think something is wrong cause when I bend it, it hurts and sounds like something is rubbing or cracking but either way it ain’t good.
I hope it gets better and I can’t wait to end the chapter called ‘high school’ just like the ended chapters on ‘elementary’ and ‘Jr. high’ the only difference between this and those was in high school I had a lot more good things then bad while my elementary days were miserable same with Jr. high. When I got to high school I grew up and changed my dad would probably say for the worse but I think it was for the better because I honestly like who I’ve become. I grew thick skin and a back bone, sure my mouth isn’t very nice but I try not to curse. Sarcasm and whit is fun to use so I won’t stop but I don’t want to go back to the girl who was afraid of her father and jumped at his orders I don’t want to go back to being the girl who cried when she was teased and that was practically every day cause I was totally ridiculed in elementary. If I could go back in time I wouldn’t cause I would _never_ want to relive all those terrible memories.
Instead of being teased I’m ignored and I’m ok with that cause I like minding my own business and not talking cause most people don’t give a damn about what you think they just want to hear themselves talk. I'm not changing for anyone! This sophomore named Quinn said I would look pretty if I got a hair cut, contacts, make up and some other crap and I wanted to seriously punch him cause he could jump off a cliff for all I give a rip cause I'm not changing myself to be pretty when it’s not who I am. My guy will just have to take me the way I am even if I'm not the prettiest color in the rainbow.
Guess that’s all.
Kat