my heart just hurts.so much.i cant explain it
i dont know what to say.feeling this way is worse than anyone hurting my feelings or any crap like that.why is it that when ever i like anyone, i always get hurt in the end.i hate it so much. seeing all these people with someone.so happy.i know i know, who needs a guy anyways.but i just wish that he could be my friend.and seeing him at starbucks made me feel like shit.seriously.why must it all happen to me.there's only one thing i've ever wanted.and no matter what, i'll never get that.yeah, i'v liked alot of assholes and jerks.but he doesn't seem like that.but what do i know.nothing.
Puja, thanks for being there.god.you made me like him!ah.haha.<3.you.i have a feeling my hearts just going to die, and all the warmth in it will be drained out.i always go out of my way for other people.or at least thats how i feel.and i get all trampled on.i freaking suck.why am i like that.i promised myself i woulnd't let anything get to me.not guys nor people.and look at me.a hypocrite.letting it get to me.to my heart.one day i'll remember this, and be like wow look this is why i have heart problems.my heart hurts, and when it hurts i can't sleep,and i cant breathe.it all hurts.this is what i call the worst feeling in the world.
one happy note:AHHHHHHHH JEN i finally saw you.omg.you are soooo pretty and nice.hahah yeah i always notice people.im weird liek that.ahhhhh.we are so chilling out babe!**
<3.its 1:11 everyone make a wish.
<3.xoJane
Puja, thanks for being there.god.you made me like him!ah.haha.<3.you.i have a feeling my hearts just going to die, and all the warmth in it will be drained out.i always go out of my way for other people.or at least thats how i feel.and i get all trampled on.i freaking suck.why am i like that.i promised myself i woulnd't let anything get to me.not guys nor people.and look at me.a hypocrite.letting it get to me.to my heart.one day i'll remember this, and be like wow look this is why i have heart problems.my heart hurts, and when it hurts i can't sleep,and i cant breathe.it all hurts.this is what i call the worst feeling in the world.
one happy note:AHHHHHHHH JEN i finally saw you.omg.you are soooo pretty and nice.hahah yeah i always notice people.im weird liek that.ahhhhh.we are so chilling out babe!**
<3.its 1:11 everyone make a wish.
<3.xoJane