Dec 19, 2004 22:29
Ben and ryan keep paying attention to me and because i don't feel for them in an attraction sort of way im begining to feel so uncomfortable. I've decided that if i had to pay attention to anyone it'd be Kyle because Theo really doesn't like me at all. I don't want a boyfriend coz it'll lead to hurt and i don't wana like neone either. I HATE GUYS! I kinda feel like crying but i think im just really tired.