last night
Last night my girls and i headed up to freo again so shell could catch up with jason, we ended up at his house with kyle furuke and oliver. At about 1am we decided to go to south street beach and we all hung out. I kinda think i have an attraction and intrest in kyle he was teaching me how to box and we were chating a good bit, he seems completely sweet. He was asking why i was crying on tuesday he said 'Yeah what was wrong you were crying for a good hour aye" i was just like you don't wanna get me started lol... thing is i think i like him, but i don't really wanna like him. I wanna kiss him but i'm scared that will really mean good bye theo, And i think i'm ready for goodbye but at the same time i'm not because i cared for him so much and i just i don't wanna get attached to anyone as much as i was to him because he's...well, i feel as though he was my soul you know? We're all going to freo again tomorrow tonight to watch a movie with the guys, which is good but i'm hesitant i'm not worried or anything i'm just cautious cause even tho i didn't date theo i feel as though im on the rebound and i don't want that.