day 2
positives: woke up super early today. feeling strong that i'm even doing this. boss went to taco bell to consume nasty food and i'm sitting here ridding myself of such toxins.
negatives: feeling worn down..mentally i haven't been into this fast from the beginning. too many people against it in my close circle to feel okay about it. boss lady hates it, ryan is against it and his parents seemed scared that i was doing something like this to myself. serena is okay with it, but i can tell she is doing it strictly to lose weight.
my skin has been so rashy and break-out prone lately, not to mention my stomach was gettin sick feeling after most food endeavors.. my body has been screaming for something like this lately. i want to help myself but i'm just not feeling it.
i want a piece of whole wheat toast with a little bit of peanut butter on it. please? hanging out with ryan to distract me during my 'lunch' break. i hope he doesn't break me down.
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