express what oppresses you
rachel and i talk about everything at work. EVERYTHING. i've grown to love her more than most girls i've known for years...some people you tend to have that amazing spark with, that instant knowledge of commonality and understanding of difference. it's beautiful. so today at work we we're talking about one of her relationships, she's not over an ex and she wants to put it out there that she still has feelings for him because it's bothering her. express what oppresses you, she tells me.
so here's what is oppressing me....maybe if i express it first here, it will be easier to say when i need to let it out vocally.
KALEB IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.. yes, i'm partly to blame here....i've created a goddamn monster. for maybe the fourth time a few weeks ago i checked in with kaleb to see where his head was at as far as we were concerned. he loves me, he needs me oooh baby oooh baby. i've told him too many times now where i'm at with us, we are no longer in existence. as far as we are concerned it is but a him and an i who enjoy each others company from time to time.
the stress continued...at the beginning of the summer we both knew of a wedding we were expected to attend, as we are good friends we decided we could handle accompanying each other to the events. mine is this weekend, his is two weekends away. it has grown ever so apparant that he cannot handle the disintegrated relationship that we have become and so deep in his imaginative, artistic brain lies the wonderful relationship that in reality was left behind months ago. bring on the fucking stress man. i hope this doesn't turn me into a drunk at the wedding.
[and the cafe i've been working at has been going wonderfully. i love the atmosphere, i love the people i work with and those who drift in. if you're ever in the area, the driftless cafe in viroqua is a peaceful place with a fabulous menu. come rest your mind.]
love you all.
so here's what is oppressing me....maybe if i express it first here, it will be easier to say when i need to let it out vocally.
KALEB IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.. yes, i'm partly to blame here....i've created a goddamn monster. for maybe the fourth time a few weeks ago i checked in with kaleb to see where his head was at as far as we were concerned. he loves me, he needs me oooh baby oooh baby. i've told him too many times now where i'm at with us, we are no longer in existence. as far as we are concerned it is but a him and an i who enjoy each others company from time to time.
the stress continued...at the beginning of the summer we both knew of a wedding we were expected to attend, as we are good friends we decided we could handle accompanying each other to the events. mine is this weekend, his is two weekends away. it has grown ever so apparant that he cannot handle the disintegrated relationship that we have become and so deep in his imaginative, artistic brain lies the wonderful relationship that in reality was left behind months ago. bring on the fucking stress man. i hope this doesn't turn me into a drunk at the wedding.
[and the cafe i've been working at has been going wonderfully. i love the atmosphere, i love the people i work with and those who drift in. if you're ever in the area, the driftless cafe in viroqua is a peaceful place with a fabulous menu. come rest your mind.]
love you all.