Aug 20, 2004 23:07
I'm 8teen right? I havn't been dreamin for the past 6 months I'm really 18 that means I'm a adult... yeah I'm an adult that can't go out after work ...
??? WHAT THE FUCK???
I pay my own bills, i make my own money why the fuck can't I go out I already got high b4 i went to work I just wanted to chill with Sal and his friends because I don't chill with any group but BMD and i know what that is like and damn I want to see what other non- pot heads do damn it!!!! I so wanna go to flordia in the quickness like I really mean by like june and just go there and work then go to school for real I'm like so serious I was talkin to josh about that today he probably be down to maybe kinda save some money and dip out. Oh yeah now my grandmother wants me to get on prozaic(sp) becasue she thinks i'm in denial aout me being depressed well hello yah I do have depression it does run in my family, i do see the phsyco-iologist leave me the fuck alone so I smoke that herb who doesn't not a strong arguement but it's kinda tru and like I keep sayin I"m doin what I got to do get off I'm living up to my own expectations and I see that I'm satisfied and I know i'm not settleing and i'm useing my potiential fully there should be nuttin wrong with smokin' flat -out it over rated to be bad and it's really not so fuck it my grandmother needs together over it flately!!!