Long time no update ;D
Wow, I havn't been updating in a looooong time. Wow, so yah, I've got some updating to do.
Friends ~
Kay, well, Dustin and I are good again. That "un-friendship" lasted.. oh, about 2 days. lol. I'm glad we're cool again, and yah. Dustin rocks. We were even twins yesterday. lmao. I'm not friends with Stephanie. She's such a slut. Hello, what kind of chic has sex with a 7th grader at 14 years old? And she's stupid. She wants to kill herself over every single guy she meets because he always dumps her. Pathetic. Well, enough about her. That's really all that's been going on with my friends and I lately. Nothing even relivently interesting.
School ~
Well, my parents had a parent teacher conference and yah. It didn't go very well. I *hate* Middleton and Fulmer. They suck.
I have Wednesday school. I have stupid "coach" Nolan. Why do we call him coach? Did he want a job coaching but he didn't get it because he's too fat? I hate that man. I hope he dies a slow painful death and spends the rest of eternity suffering burning in the firy bowles of hell.
We also just got progress reports. Dude, I have to work my fucking ass off now. 2 Fs 2 Ds and 2 As. I suck. I just have to bring up the Fs to atleast Ds and I'll be okay, but I wanna bring up the Ds for my own sake so I don't go insane because I'm seriously going to.
Love to hate ~
Well, Cameron talked to me for the first time in.. forever. I was really rude to him and acted like a stuck up selfish bitch so he'd go away. I wanted him to leave me alone so bad because I didn't want to cry in front of him. Just watching him walk by me made me cry, and then when he talked to me.. I thought I was going to loose it. So finally he got fed up with my bullshit and walked away. I cried. I went to chorus crying and Kenny was there for me. Thanks for being there for me Kenny, you rock!<3 So a few days later I got sick of letting my heart and my pain get the best of me, so I wrote Cameron this looooooong note. I told him how much I loved him and a whole bunch of stuff. I felt so.. liberated or whatever. lol. And yah, now Cameron and I are going back out. Yay.
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Two people I truly *hate.* Anthony Bronk, and Chris Charles. They deserve eachother. Chris Charles talks a lot of shit for someone who never says anything. Fucking fag. And Anthony.. where to start with this fucker. He actually had the nerve to call me today. So I hung up on him. I hate him.
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I went on like 2 or 3 dates with Danny. He's a really sweet kidd, but it just isn't there for me. So I hooked him up with Crystal. ;D
Trouble ~
I almost got my stupid ass sespended today. I was skipping *lunch* with Crys and Cameron. So "coach" Nolan gets all pissy and starts yelling at us because he saw us in the hall. So he was yelling at us and then Mrs. Windom just let us off with a detention and a warning. Thank you Mrs Windom! ;D
Take a picture, it'll last longer ~
We had chorus pictures today. In my first chorus class we took millions of crazy pictures and Froggy, Boo, and I acted like retarders. Whoo, go us! lmao. And then my 2nd chior wasn't as fun as the first. We took normal pics and some of us dancing. Blèh.
Let me see you dance ~
We have a dance tomorrow night. It's at 6, until 9. It'll the the first one I've gone to all year. I'm only going this year so Julia can go out with Kenny, I can find Boo a boyfriend, and so I can be with Cameron. ;D
Life ~
Hmm, well, as of today, life doesn't totally suck and I've been smiling a lot more. And.. a plus, I havn't cut myself in a really long time. I think I'm really getting better. Courtney's bullshit doesn't even faze me, well, it didn't before, but I careless even more, now. Yay, go me. I think having Cameron back has been really good for me. Even though my mama doesn't know, but that's okay, she doesn't matter anyways. ;]
Well, I'm out. Peace kiddies!
Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams. Let it wash away my sanity
XO - Jess <3
Friends ~
Kay, well, Dustin and I are good again. That "un-friendship" lasted.. oh, about 2 days. lol. I'm glad we're cool again, and yah. Dustin rocks. We were even twins yesterday. lmao. I'm not friends with Stephanie. She's such a slut. Hello, what kind of chic has sex with a 7th grader at 14 years old? And she's stupid. She wants to kill herself over every single guy she meets because he always dumps her. Pathetic. Well, enough about her. That's really all that's been going on with my friends and I lately. Nothing even relivently interesting.
School ~
Well, my parents had a parent teacher conference and yah. It didn't go very well. I *hate* Middleton and Fulmer. They suck.
I have Wednesday school. I have stupid "coach" Nolan. Why do we call him coach? Did he want a job coaching but he didn't get it because he's too fat? I hate that man. I hope he dies a slow painful death and spends the rest of eternity suffering burning in the firy bowles of hell.
We also just got progress reports. Dude, I have to work my fucking ass off now. 2 Fs 2 Ds and 2 As. I suck. I just have to bring up the Fs to atleast Ds and I'll be okay, but I wanna bring up the Ds for my own sake so I don't go insane because I'm seriously going to.
Love to hate ~
Well, Cameron talked to me for the first time in.. forever. I was really rude to him and acted like a stuck up selfish bitch so he'd go away. I wanted him to leave me alone so bad because I didn't want to cry in front of him. Just watching him walk by me made me cry, and then when he talked to me.. I thought I was going to loose it. So finally he got fed up with my bullshit and walked away. I cried. I went to chorus crying and Kenny was there for me. Thanks for being there for me Kenny, you rock!<3 So a few days later I got sick of letting my heart and my pain get the best of me, so I wrote Cameron this looooooong note. I told him how much I loved him and a whole bunch of stuff. I felt so.. liberated or whatever. lol. And yah, now Cameron and I are going back out. Yay.
~
Two people I truly *hate.* Anthony Bronk, and Chris Charles. They deserve eachother. Chris Charles talks a lot of shit for someone who never says anything. Fucking fag. And Anthony.. where to start with this fucker. He actually had the nerve to call me today. So I hung up on him. I hate him.
~
I went on like 2 or 3 dates with Danny. He's a really sweet kidd, but it just isn't there for me. So I hooked him up with Crystal. ;D
Trouble ~
I almost got my stupid ass sespended today. I was skipping *lunch* with Crys and Cameron. So "coach" Nolan gets all pissy and starts yelling at us because he saw us in the hall. So he was yelling at us and then Mrs. Windom just let us off with a detention and a warning. Thank you Mrs Windom! ;D
Take a picture, it'll last longer ~
We had chorus pictures today. In my first chorus class we took millions of crazy pictures and Froggy, Boo, and I acted like retarders. Whoo, go us! lmao. And then my 2nd chior wasn't as fun as the first. We took normal pics and some of us dancing. Blèh.
Let me see you dance ~
We have a dance tomorrow night. It's at 6, until 9. It'll the the first one I've gone to all year. I'm only going this year so Julia can go out with Kenny, I can find Boo a boyfriend, and so I can be with Cameron. ;D
Life ~
Hmm, well, as of today, life doesn't totally suck and I've been smiling a lot more. And.. a plus, I havn't cut myself in a really long time. I think I'm really getting better. Courtney's bullshit doesn't even faze me, well, it didn't before, but I careless even more, now. Yay, go me. I think having Cameron back has been really good for me. Even though my mama doesn't know, but that's okay, she doesn't matter anyways. ;]
Well, I'm out. Peace kiddies!
Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams. Let it wash away my sanity
XO - Jess <3