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Dec 05, 2011 22:49

Get yourself away
Get yourself a job
You live in a dream
Don't just be a slob.

I love how I don't even have to surprise other people with the fact that you are a loser, they already know. I love that it feels great to know I'm free of you. And that I have a little one up. Well technically you do but it's something I can remind you about to remind you just how utterly pathetic you are and probably always will be (unless some earth shattering realisation/ self discovery happens. [As likely as Melancholia and about as serious.])
Double brackets, I do like your aesthetic an awful lot.

I feel like I've never been happier.
Even at Uni in my post teenage relatively carefree bliss I still worried myself sick at things that hadn't happened or things that I couldn't control. I think that's always been the issue for me; control. No matter what situation, I do like my way. I am although a genuine and selfless person. Too nice. There's just sometimes I switch to super stubbornness & can't back down. Control. That's me. Not controlling. I'm pro-choice all over. Just normally a bit overwhelmed by the choice that sometimes I wish someone could decide for me. & I'll get on with it. Still a little scared of making mistakes. Writing in pencil. Don't wana fuck up this one precious chance. But in fearing mistakes I'm only time wasting & I'm well aware of that.

Fuckgate.
What a story, that one.
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