Aug 02, 2006 18:27
Today I realized how depressed I really am.My mom blames it on energy drinks. but the calm me down make me chill. i just dont know who i am anymore. ive lost alot in the past year and i'm not even the same person anymore.
i wake up kiss russell goodbye lock the door sleep til whenever wake up stencil.. wait for russell to get home.. watch a movie. make love go to bed. then the same thing the next day
i have no life. but i do love russell i never get tired of him. he lives with me. and its amazing