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Life has gotten to the point where im confused on alot of things.
People from my past still haunt me. They are in my dreams. in my thoughts.
Recently I had a bad addiction to Ectasy and I finally got to the point where I quit. I'm done with all that bullshit for good all it has done is ruin my life. I've lost loved ones. And If i do drugs again i'm homeless. And i'm not ready to be on my own.
I have a boyfriend who is great to me. we never fight but I always seem to bring up christian or someone from my past and that gets to him.Maybe sometimes I feel like I miss him but I know he is happy without me in his life. I hope he finds someone who will treat him right and be everything he wants.
I miss my life. But I'm glad the party is out of me...
As for all of you.. I love you guys.
People from my past still haunt me. They are in my dreams. in my thoughts.
Recently I had a bad addiction to Ectasy and I finally got to the point where I quit. I'm done with all that bullshit for good all it has done is ruin my life. I've lost loved ones. And If i do drugs again i'm homeless. And i'm not ready to be on my own.
I have a boyfriend who is great to me. we never fight but I always seem to bring up christian or someone from my past and that gets to him.Maybe sometimes I feel like I miss him but I know he is happy without me in his life. I hope he finds someone who will treat him right and be everything he wants.
I miss my life. But I'm glad the party is out of me...
As for all of you.. I love you guys.