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So its been awhile. I havent had access to a computer in over a month.
Alot of things have changed in my life. I was working at Bikini Beach serving alcohol to drunkies and if I wouldnt have quit when I did the person I love the most would be dead. And I couldnt live with myself if that happened. I'm no longer depressed. I am fully happy. I'm learning to love myself more and more each day. I have great people in my life. My two best friends Cyclops and Skeletor I couldnt make it without them. Russell. I love him dearly. And my new friend Venessa Russells sister. My life at home isnt soo great everything is falling apart but I've finally realized its time to grow up and change some things in my life and in my family. I love my parents too much to treat them the way I have been. I had a photoshoot today for Suicide Girls. I always wanted to be a model but getting tattoos crushed that dream for me. So thats the closest thing as of right now. Christian says its trashy and tasteless but i'm not trashy. Its not porn. You cant even be graphic with the pictures. wtf. I dont know I'm just rambling. but I'm going to go. just wanted to update. Leave me comments if you love me
Alot of things have changed in my life. I was working at Bikini Beach serving alcohol to drunkies and if I wouldnt have quit when I did the person I love the most would be dead. And I couldnt live with myself if that happened. I'm no longer depressed. I am fully happy. I'm learning to love myself more and more each day. I have great people in my life. My two best friends Cyclops and Skeletor I couldnt make it without them. Russell. I love him dearly. And my new friend Venessa Russells sister. My life at home isnt soo great everything is falling apart but I've finally realized its time to grow up and change some things in my life and in my family. I love my parents too much to treat them the way I have been. I had a photoshoot today for Suicide Girls. I always wanted to be a model but getting tattoos crushed that dream for me. So thats the closest thing as of right now. Christian says its trashy and tasteless but i'm not trashy. Its not porn. You cant even be graphic with the pictures. wtf. I dont know I'm just rambling. but I'm going to go. just wanted to update. Leave me comments if you love me