Falling apart

[pure_fxn_sexx]

I think of us and all the things we used to do
Take kissing pictures in the park
Holding hands everywhere we went
Cuddling late at night as we went to sleep
So many memories for my mind to keep
I've been broken before but never this badly
I've cried a thousand tears already yet my eyes seem to only cry more
If you cant say you dont love me why cant you take me back?
I know I played games but I'm ready to grow up
We all make mistakes I am far from perfect
But know I never mean to hurt you
Your all my heart wants all I desire
I'm trying so hard to keep myself together
But I'm only falling apart
I've tried running so many times before
But I finally saw that you were the one I truly adore
The tears fall and my hands are shakey
In my dreams we are together
Why cant we be now
I'd show you true love and not just the love we would make
This time I've hit rock bottom
And you're not there to save me from myself
I hide by taking pills to live another day
Just to let you know that I love you
You are my other half
Becuz this half has completely fallen apart