Thursday...
Final Asssembly was.... good? Well it served it's purpose well.... Speeches were funny and sweet all in one, Dinesh did a good job with the slideshows, performances were beautiful, and just being with everyone for a last 'hurrah' of sorts was nice. I felt bad though - i didn't cry.. i was imagining bawling my eyes out, or tearing up at least.. but nothing.. no crying for that whole day... i still haven't cried about leaving everyone... maybe i haven't accepted it yet? I dunno... just don't take it as a sign that i don't love/miss/care about you all! It was so sad, our last day ever... i hate that its over.... so many hugs that were both the most wonderful thing and the most horrible thing at the same time... because you thought about why you needed to hug them.. saying sort-of goodbyes... taking all those last photos in uniforms... awww... i didn't even have a camera cos mine didn't work so i had to run around stealing other people's... It was lovely to see Mr Cantor again though.. that man is my hero... Would have been good just to spend the afternoon with Cantor & our grade like catching up or something... I spent 5 hours at school with people on Thursday, but it wasn't nearly enough... so many people i didn't say 'goodbye' to, or hug, or get photos with.. so many people over the last 6 years who probably wouldn't know just how much they mean to me, or those seemingly insignificant memories i have of them that make me smile, or what i would give to stay in highschool with them for just a little longer... I love our grade so much... Awww, man, you know how i said i hadn't cried at all yet? Well i am now.... so i should probably end this here... may end up crying myself to sleep... i miss you guys so much already *hugs*