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I woke up this morning sick. I have no idea with what. My stomach was cramped, I threw up twice after I got out of the shower and passed out. When I woke up, I felt a little better and now I'm just a little lightheaded with a few dizzy spells. Yeah, so I don't think I'm going to take that modeling/acting gig after all. Wouldn't you know it - the only agency that wants me is one big rip off. Should have known nothing good could happen to me. Shot my dream to hell. God. Why can't I just be someone else? Have their life. Why did I get stuck with this life. Why did I get stuck being the person that I am? I'd give anything to be someone else. Better.